Friday, March 27, 2009

as the secrets were revealed

I remained quiet and calm. I gave him the benefit of the doubt. I still want to keep the friendship but it seems it won't be easy.
Honestly, I don't feel hurt that this will end soon. Really, maybe because I wasn't in love with him. I feel sorry for the girl who stayed with him for 3 years. She seems to be paranoid. Her mind was occupied with so much doubt and betrayal. I think it wasn't a healthy relationship they shared. The girl keeps on asking me since when we became lovers. She thought it was a year ago just because she read my blogs in my friendster account. When all those time we were just platonic best friends. Now I know why he removed me from the list of his friends in friendster. Another question was answered because of that, she thinks that I have a feeling for him which is untrue. That idea was embedded on his mind that's why he thought I like him. I can't believe someone that is so intelligent would stay in a relationship built on lies and betrayal.

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