not changing huh!

Got up early this morning because of an unexpected call. I thought he already got it when I sent him an off line message. I thanked him for the good times. I also shared the messages I got from his "ex-girlfriend".
He called me at around 4:00 a.m. The whole day today I looked gloomy because I haven't had enough good night sleep. Well, we just had a short talk. I told him we'll be better of as friends. No hassles and no worries. He didn't seem to take my words seriously but I'm happy that I was able to express what I feel in a nice way. I don't know if it was clear to him but for me it is as clear as the summer sky. He still tried to make me believe in his lies. He's still as sweet as before but I needed more than that. I need to feel secured and loved in a way that I wanted. I know we're really not into each other that much. Even for such a short time we were together this morning we were both smiling though I was interrogating him we're both ok. It sounds extraordinary but it's true. I asked him what did he do to his ex-girlfriend, why she became so paranoid. I even tease him that maybe he feels like he's the most handsome guy because an intelligent woman acted like a stupid girl because of him.
Now it's clear between the two of us. I don't feel any bitterness (that's true) and he will always be one of my best friends.